Where did all that time go?

Recently I've become very snappy and I've just been blaming it on that time of the month but deep inside my heart I know what it is and God knows too.....I'm just all mopey my baby's growing up way too soon.

I still remember my little doll in my arms, her beautiful big eyes looking up into mine. So innocent. So full of trust. So tiny.

I still remember the first time she said Mama. The first steps she took. Her gurgly giggles. Her baby babble. Her first sentences. Her favorite words. I remember it all as if it were yesterday.

Now I see the little baby that is impressed in my mind has now become a little girl. A little girl with an independent little streak in her. A little girl all the more willing to start school. A little girl. Not a little baby anymore. Where did all that time go?

I know this is all because Bunny girl will soon start summer school in June and that means I won't have my little helper, my little tail, my little conversation partner at home 24 x 7 with me and I'm going to miss her so much.

I have my fears, as any mother would but I know this is where I need to just trust God to take care of my little one as I let her out of my mother hen territory and out into the world. This is where I really need to Let Go and Let God take over.

I already miss her too much and I can't type this post out anymore. I need to rush to the bathroom and bawl my eyes out again.....And if Hubby asks I'm just going to blame it on that time of the month again!

Labels: Bunny girl, Reflections

posted by Marina@EBMR @ 12:05 AM